Progress April2013

The first photo was taken at my high school graduation.. Sometimes thinking about how big I got really gets me down. But looking at this photo I am around the same weight in both pictures. Give or take since I can't remember exactly how much I weighed then but I know I look a hell of a lot better now. Muscles weigh more than fat.. And guess who can see the muscles when she flexes now... Yup this chick :)

i'm doing a MudRun!

     This Saturday is my first mud run! lets face it..it's my first run period. I've never been a runner. I'm the chick who would walk in P.E for the mile and if the teacher did get me to pick up my pace i would only be able to "jog" for a few seconds before slowing back down to a walk. 

I'd love to say I'm much better now, but the fact is i probably still weigh more than i did back then and i can't run for much longer.. but I'm getting better! i have been doing interval running (run, walk, run, walk run)and i am now much faster on my mile time and i can actually go a few minuets running without wanting to drop down and die. ;) 

We will see how it goes but i have a feeling it is going to be such a blast! plus anything with a free beer at the end you can count me in! 

Dirty girl mud run..  I hope you're ready for team TBAD!! - "These Bitches Are Dirty"

Expect pictures next week!! 

Newest progress photo.

Well there I am now. 

7 months (roughly) since i started my journey to change my life. It also reminds me of how far i have to go. To a lot of people i am still what they would consider fat. Because after all i am still "fat" hell i'm probably still on the obese category for my height... But as those facts start to bring me down i have to stop myself and say NO. stop thinking like that kacey.... look how far you have come! keep going! don't you dare stop. Not now. Not ever!

i have days where i am still depressed over how big i am but i won't let them outweigh the good days where i am extremely proud of what i have done and what i will continue to do.

you've come this far...lets see what you're really made of.